Hi.
Welcome to my first ever on-(current)purpose post of this blog, after....how long is it again? Is it a year or two? Whatever.
Anyways, as the blog name suggested, don't look forward to see anything worthwhile here.
What I'm going to talk about this time is something that has always been a bother in my heart. (Wow I'm typing so fast that I think I will make mistakes soon. I've noticed for quite a while that when I'm talking about what I really interested in, my mind ventures way faster than my mouth or my hands. Anyways let's head back to the topic.)
Do you know how annoying it is when you just have to conceal your true self, or your real thoughts?
Well, more accurately, it's not "annoying".
It's a pain.
Pain makes you stronger, but ongoing pain is such a torture. That's why if you have a chance to eliminate pain, please do not hesitate to throw it away. In my case, though, I cannot easily eliminate pain. The best I can do is to tolerate.
Even here, in MY blog, I still have to reconsider things again and again before I post. The more you grow up, the more you know, and the more you know, the more concerns you have. Such a pain.
So screw it, of all the internet out there, I'll open my heart HERE way wider than anywhere else. I don't care who will see this, well I do care, but less than any other places like Facebook or so.
The first thing that I would like to point out is my opinion towards my classmates.
These fellows consist of SO many types, ranging from bookworms to brutes or what so ever. Nevertheless, one thing I sincerely hate about them (actually MOST of them) is that they talk fucking hell lot. Please notice that since the beginning of this post I try to restrain myself from rude words and swears, but I cannot hold myself any longer, because I really mean that. I repeat: They talk fucking hell lot.
I can believe people these days can be this detestable. It seems like they know no manners, etiquette, decorum, or whatever synonyms out there. They talk while teachers are talking. They talk during most of the ceremonies, even royal ones. How disgusting.
Where did you put your common sense? Or is it rotten already?
Think people. Should you talk while another person is talking? Should you behave like that in conferences? I still have a little faith in you all that you still realize what's right and what's wrong. I sincerely hope you can still understand the meaning of the word
RESPECT.
To all my friends who somehow end up reading all the way til here, I would love to see you change that uncivilized habit of yours. You are not bad guys and you have a lot of good things in you. It's just this tiny bit of behavior that is detestable.
"It's boring." is not an excuse to talk while others are talking. It wasn't, isn't, and will never be a reasonable reason.
People make mistakes. Simply accepting your mistakes is NOT enough. Learn from them.
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I babbled too much, didn't I >.>
Anyways, I am a person of that kind, and I think I can see the reason why I talk so much here.
My true self in real life has to be concealed, that's why when I get chances here, not only will I happily grab it, but I will also SQUEEZE it tight.
Good thing is that I do not wait for chances, and no one should, because in my opinion, gods do not help those who only wait for help.
All in all, seems like my first ever rant strikes the purpose pretty well, since it's so messed up and pointless.
Yay, I guess.
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That's all I want to say today. Thanks for reading.
Ps. I've put a secret message inside this post. It's not so hard to find, I believe. Lead your way between the lines.
