15th ....I'm too shy.

...Hey.

    On Thursday I...k- kind of....confess...l- love... to someone....
But I was too shy to say it out loud.
So I wrote in the friendship book that that person gave to me to write a while ago.
But even so, I was still too shy to write it bluntly. I hid the messages in the text in the form of vertical sentences.

Like how, you ask?
I think you should try reading only the front letter of these red sentences.
Know now?
Ending of the first word is this sentence
This is the beginning of the second word
Honestly, why am I even doing this?
Is it that I just want that person to somehow come across this post and figure it out?
Seriously....

    ....To "that person". If you really come across this post try checking your friendship book page that I wrote for you vertically. You are a smart person, you should figure it out as soon as you notice it. I'm way too shy to speak out loud, I'm sorry. But I thought we've only got about 3 weeks left before we graduate, so...

    I often said that my type is a smart and nice person. The truth is there are so many people like that around me, but you are special. I felt nothing toward them all. That was until I got to get closer to you. I...I think....perhaps what between us is not just "best friends"...That's what I feel, at least...

    I have seen many couples around me. One side began by taking care of another for a while before they became a couple. But I don't have enough courage to do so. I don't know if you notice, but I've been unable to look into your eyes. I think I even tried to stay away and ignore you. That's not because I hate you. In fact, it's the complete opposite. I was just way too shy... and all of them will end now. We've got only 3 weeks left, so I started to get rid of that shyness and spend as much time with you as possible.

   To be honest, I'm not even sure if this is love. I have never experienced this type of love before, so I don't know how it feels to love someone like this. But I don't want to let go of this chance. I don't want to let go of you. At least, before we graduate.... I've got to tell you.

I love you.